Deep shit.

I used to be so in love, I used to believe that love was supposed to be with me.
But with all the thing that happened throughout my life now, I couldn't agree more that I'm afraid to fall in love again.
To some extend, to have a crush on someone makes me feel like I don't deserve it.

Maybe I should just lay back, listen to fucking rap songs, read fanfictions and tear up cuz nobody fucking cares anymore.

This is how i'm living my life, dorks.